I don't know why

certain things with certain people can really get to me and its things I that shouldnt bother me in any way. When you hang out with the same people every single day the things they do really annoys me and its nothing I can talk to them about because its nothing really its just me. Everyone thinks they know me, that they know every little thing but the truth of the matter is that they don't. No one knows me as well as they think they do.
I know that I always smile,laugh and joke around but the thing people failed to see is that it's just a front so that no one will ask me what's wrong. I am the kind of person who can help others, give them advice and make them talk to me because I know it's for the best while I dont let no one give me advice. I dont know why its it like that but it is. I have finally realized that in this sociaty you cant trust anyone even your own family. Fake is the new trend which is why I have my own back. People change so that other people will like them it might even get so far that they will tell other people your secrets etc.

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